amazing grace

it makes me happy, this video.
want to listen to it, watch it over and over again. the sounds in the background melding into the song, and his voice, at that steady, almost monotone tune-

wonder if he's christian.
if he knows what his words mean.
nonetheless,
amazing grace.

to begin,

i like reading about people. i was reading hornby's blog, and i liked it, so i felt that i should write too. [nick's interesting life]
what is it that i understand about myself?
i enjoy brunch on sunday mornings, and saturday mornings, with quiet and peace, and light streaming in through the windows, hitting the white walls of pierson.
i like editing, but i would like to stop that habit,
i get bursts of joy, but also bouts of sadness. but when i am joyful its like i want to keep on laughing and being at a hyper state and moving up and down or back and forth and seize someone, and say, "hello!" and smile and be ecstatic.
i learned today that i am a jerk, in terms of just putting myself out there and acknowledging/recognizing the people i know. eesh.
grace han, is seriously my hero. the smile on her face today, as she was playing drums and shouting the numbers. what a rockstar. unashamed-ness. gereat.

hm, i would like to be that way.