or perhaps, too much caffeine in the blood.
too bad i thought i was immune to caffeine.
yirushima, "river flows in you"
it kind of astounds me.
its like he found a melody to the soul. i wonder if God meant for him to discover it.
its a song, of hope. of a secret waiting to be found.
mm, some peace for this harried soul.
a lot of things happening, changing.
thinking about how to be strong, and how to be myself, and how to be Christ, at work, in everything i do.
it's difficult.
want to love.
love, care about these people.
i want to make you the song of my soul, Lord. to have stillness when the world is rushing about me.
Lord, what is it in this song that i'm trying to reach, trying to fathom?
i wish i could step inside of it, and step to a world that would delight me. it sounds like a world full of brooks, and meadows.
don't you know that the deepest is the best?
think : walks, nature, and books would be good to quiet my soul.
i had forgotten about nature but it is true. i will try it.
