how happy am i to listen to one summer's day by joe hisashi.
so beautiful.
i am so happy!
to write,
to be quiet,
to rest.
to listen to music.
i find the ingredients for my happiness are often alike.
(and for unhappiness?)
perhaps being unknown,
or uncared for.
perhaps they are the same things.
or feeling insufficient,
inefficient.
its surprising im such a one for efficiency.
must be like my brother, except i just have the mind...not the body or temperament for it.
(:
just the thought:
im being inefficient!
aah!
hallo world. hallo.
i can accept you today. the music makes it sweeter, as well as my heart.
esther
